They wouldn’t give me my results over the phone which made me sure it was bad news. As I sat in the waiting room visions of sugarplums, dove chocolates, copious quantities of coconut butter and green tea danced through my guilt-ridden head. I have been using my anxiety as an excuse to be a little [...]
Archive for December, 2008
merry christmas
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged breast cancer, CA 27.29, gerson therapy, oncology, tumor markers on December 18, 2008 | 12 Comments »
prayers please
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged breast cancer, CA 27.29, gerson therapy, good vibes, prayers, tumor markers on December 17, 2008 | 8 Comments »
Ok, here we go again. tomorrow i get another little bit of ink on paper- my markers. The number could still be high due to the screw ups. Deep breaths. Don’t tell Santa but I’ve been kind of naughty- I’ve been drinking the green tea again, occasionally eating little pieces of dark dove chocolate and [...]
montage time
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged breast cancer, gerson therapy, juice, love, motivation, movie montage, support, the fiery furnaces on December 9, 2008 | 7 Comments »
Since my last post the love has been pouring in. It has given me the strength and motivation to get moving. I am in motivational movie montage mode right now. Imagine clips of me making calls, making juice, writing thank you notes, making juice, organizing mountains of paperwork, making juice, making coffee, making juice. All [...]
keepin on
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged breast cancer, gerson therapy, grief on December 6, 2008 | 6 Comments »
whoa. ok, so its been awhile. I just wanted everyone know that my body is doing good. no major aches or pains. just some minor headaches in the morning and the usual heaping dose of fatigue.
Emotionally its a different story. I think I am out of shock and have moved on to some grief. [...]
